Wednesday, December 17, 2008

an angry heart

im takin two steps forward
three steps back
ease the fuck up off me
gimme some slack
were all allowed to make mistakes
the funk
we sometimes have no choice but to fake
and at the end of the day
the only one who has to look at me in the mirror is me
same goes for you
so you should be doin everything that you feel is best for you
but you cant expect me not to be upset
cant expect for me to feel no regret
im not really mad at you
i have no reason to be
you made your choices in what you wanted
what you needed
and it turned out that its not me
and thats okay
but i still feel like shit about it
yet and still
ill get over it and past it and way far beyond it
you aint the first horse to buck my ass off into the barnyard
im safe in here for now
and being mad and "blaming" you is what i need to do
so just let me do it
when you read my pissy status messages
feel free to say "screw it"
cuz to be honest
right now, i dont care how you feel about me
love it or hate it
im still gonna shine
you're just a minor speed bump
ill be just fine
in time
now bask in the ambiance of my angry heart

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